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My name's Harry Potter and I attended Hogwarts when I was young.
I love riding on brooms and going swish! in the midair. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go.
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please don't go away
Sunday, October 30, 2005

Yesterday is the last day of attachment.... I'm so SAD... Never tot that i will feel that way manz.... Until the last few hrs... My heart became heavier!!!!!! I dun wanna leave that place~~~ Sigh... All of them dote on us so much!!!!!!

BeeLay . Trina . Noraini . Lela . Eric . Hadijah . Agnes . Seri . Alvin . Sheryl . Cynthia . MengHee . Theresa. I'm gonna MISS THEM lots lots!!!!!! And every morning squeezing in bus 27 and the gym... the soya bean milk at the canteen... lots and lots...

Not forgetting the Nyp peeps... Last few weeks of the shifting work have defintely bring us closer together.... Pal . Fitz . HwaQi . Lihui . Glenn . Jas . Derrick . Edel.... Not forgetting Wanqing frm Np and Zahira, Munah frm Tp.... U all definetely makes our attachment more interesting!!!!!

Esp Glenn, Wanqing, Fitz, Hwa Qi, Lihui, Pal, Zahira, Munah... We have been doing too much of "gossiping"... Oppsss... hahha... BUT who cares!!! Hehe... They dun deserve kindness rite!!!!

This attachment is so fun with these PEOPLE around!! Its like a BIG FAMILY!!!!! CAAS ROCKS!!!!!

So now everything is over... We going back to sch le... *grinz* So everyone take care~! We can go and look for them anytime de okie..... Eric says he will buy perfume for us in DFS de!!!! Haha...

Where are you.... missing you...
6:57 AM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Four more days!!!!! Yeah... Way to go ppl!!!!!!

Hmm.... Went to distribute flyers for last weekend at Tiong Bahru... Hmm... Slack slack slack... Oppsss.... eat snake.... Cham... haha.... Hwaqi u got any prob... can tell me... Im always there... Dun think too much!!

Ah peh
.... I reali wanna go bedok reservoir that day... But...
*Sigh*...

Went to meet Simei at Bishan aft work.... had a long tok with her!!!! Wow... all the way frm coffee bean to the shopping mall... sat inside there.... all the shop close liao... haha.... Reali tok our heart out!!!! Thanks ger... Its WONDERFUL to have you as a fren!!! *Hugs*

Sun met up with Yanmei... Actually Andrew wanna come down... But "tua" her lah... Opsss... haha... Guess you used to it liao.. haha.. Went makan with her and Jason.... Hey ger.. read ur blog lah... No doubts... U know me BEST lah...!!!! Someone who understands me the most!!! I love you ger... Dun feel "meat numb" kkz... We got telepathy huh... Bought the same book oso... haha....

Went srg cbtl... actually wanna use the toilet oni lah.... But... haha.... sat down there chat... Jason muz be so bored... Haha... Keep arguing that "Spore guys shd do some self-searching".... and Jason keep saying "Spore gers should be more Jian Dian".... DooOOOO.... Oni saw that cute guy mah... Natural kkz!!! No reaction then got prob... hoh hoh Yanmei!!!!! And we oni say he's handsome... Nv do anything ma...

Mon... OMG.... Its a TERRIBLE day.... Have to help shift things in the morning.... after that... i keep *arhhh chewwww* All the way to off work and even now.... Sigh.... Muz be the dust!!

Eileen
... hope we get the job at B&J!!!!!

Tmr having farewell lunch.... im going to miss them!!

And you..... all this while...
10:45 AM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Hm... Wed.... Yah... 7 more days!!!!! Lalalala.... Happy or sad??? Mixed feelings... hahaha.... i haven make egg mayo sandwich for them!! Oppsss... haha... But dun worry... i'll keep my promise.... I TRY!!! hehe....

Ok lets tok abt today!!! I was DAMN PISSED OFF after hearing wat Hwa Qi told me!!!! FU*K... Wat post are you in?? No EQ!!!!! Funny huh... ITS NOT KKZ... Useless bum!!!! Pui....

Tmr is Thur... time fly manz... Hope everything will be alright ba...

You you you!!!
10:30 AM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

DILEMMA

DILEMMA

DILEMMA

OMG

OH MY GOD

HAHA....
12:19 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

Hmm... Went to queensway wif Simei ytd... DoooOoo.... Shop shop ard... Bought a top and shoebag... Hehehe... Wanted to go Esplanade after that... Then took bus 100... Took the wrong side... go to dunno wat ulu pandan... REALLY very "ULU"... haha...

Anyway took bus back again... In the end we took 2 and a 1/2 hrs to reach there... Diaoz... hahaha... we are damn free huh.. haha... Anyway... we saw Shiyu (the star search) that guy... hehe... Very cute... Oppssss!!

Settle for a quick meal at BK cos we are like SOOOOO HUNGRY liao.. haha... Saw this manager scolding the staff.... Come on lah... Its oni just a few pkts of fries... no need to kick up a fuss rite!!

Walk over to esplanade... Some memories just came up to me!!! Sigh...

Anyway plan to go East Coast next week... Oni la... Been wanting to go... But yah... Haiz... Nvm dun wish to tok abt it liao... =(

I wanna work Ben & Jerry's!!!! Its gonna be fun!!!!

Yanmei everything will be alrite de okie!!! Dun think too much... MuaCks....

U'll never understand what im thinking, feeling...
9:17 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

No One Else Comes Close
- Joe

Mmhhh..mmhh..ma..mhhh..mmhhh…
When we turn out the lights
The two of us alone together
Something's just not right
But girl you know that I would never ever let
Another's touch come between the two of us
Cuz no one else will ever take your place

Chorus:
No one else comes close to you
No one makes feel the way u do
You're so special girl to me
And you'll always be eternally
Every time I hold u near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with jus a touch
You can do so much
No one else comes close

Mmhh..mmhh..ma..mhh..mmhhh…
And when I wake up to
The touch of your head on my shoulder
You're my dream come true yea
Oh girl you know I'll always treasure
Every kiss and every day
I'll love u girl in every way
And I always will cuz in my eyes

Chorus
(repeat chorus)
Mmhh..mmhh..ma..mhh..mmhhh…
Oh girl no
No one else comes close
Damn I love you
10:40 AM


A Pain That I'm Used To
- Depeche Mode

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

10:40 AM


Friday liao.... Sigh... TWO MORE WEEKS TO GO!!! Oh no no no.... Sianz.... Hehe... Sort of cant bear to leave the place!! Hmm... Oh well... Going back to sch... Can see my DEARIES!! Haha... Got pros and cons lah... Haha.. Thats LIFE!!!

Wow... I went for the BLOOD DONATION DRIVE at the airport today!!! Haha... Wasn't i "brave"... Hehe... Diaoz... -_- Been wanting to go to the sch de... BUT everytime so many ppl... Haha.... Anyway everything was fine UNTIL i got onto the chair AND THEN.... the NEEDLE... hahaha... I tot it would be painful... But hmm.... still quite alrite lah... Haha... Peeps go donate BLOOD... haha...

Hmm... where to go tmr?? DooOOO.... Maybe go esplanade ba.... I wanna go the waterfest!!!!! Sigh.... But nobody is free..... Sianz... Who wanna go??? Hehe...

People enjoy ya weekends okie!!! MuaCks!!!!! Muz miss me... haha... Bhb rite...

You are all i tot of...
9:52 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

Hmm... taken mc for today... =) Peh peh and Hwa Qi i know u all will miss me de rite!! Hehe...

Haiz.... got nth to blog lehx... hehe... am just too free lah... IPP is ending le... Sianz... in 2 weeks time... Somehow kind of like gonna miss the place... Hmm.... what should i get for them lehx??

Sianz... Sianz... Sianz... Timetable is out le... Kaoz... that FAGGOT taught us so many modules!! SHIT... 1 week like dunno see him how many times!!!! PUI!!!!

I wanna go ktv.. wanna sing out everything!!

I miss you... I really really do~~
4:17 AM


Heal over
- KT Tunstall

Isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are.
Doesn't take a genius
To realise that sometimes life is hard.

It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait.
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime.

I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'Cause you'll heal over,
Heal over,
Heal over someday.

I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
that these feeling are in the past.
No, it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain is built to last.
Everybody sails alone
Oh, but we can travel side by side.
Even if you fail,
You know that no one really minds.

I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'Cause you'll heal over,
Heal over,
Heal over someday.

Don't hold on,
But don't let go,
I know it's so hard.
You've got to try to
Trust yourself.
I know it's so hard.
So hard, yeah.

I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'Cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.

Yeah you're gonna heal over.
4:07 AM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

For You I'll Die
-Marion Raven

You said I'm yours to keep
With your voice so deeply
You were just talking in your sleep

I do just what you'll crave
My life with you I'll wait
All I get is a spot next to your grave

And you're a fool to not see
I'm not hanging here to keep you company
But what am I supposed to do
When all hope is gone
How am I supposed to leave you when you're the only one
Made a deal with mister hate
It's my soul he wants to buy
For you I'll die

Oh this is the end
My only friend the end
are words from our favourite band

I know we're not a stray
My love won't decay
Are thing that you'll never say

It is strange how time flies
It's been a year that's gone by
And you don't know the colour of my eyes
But what am I supposed to do when all hope is gone
How am I supposed to leave you when you're the only one
Made a deal with mister hate
It's my soul he wants to buy
For you I'll die
For you I'll die

No-oh, no-oh, no-oh...

And you're a fool to not see
I'm not hanging here to keep you company
It is strange how time flies
It's been a year that's gone by
And you don't know the colour of my eyes
But what am I supposed to do when all hope is gone
How am I supposed to leave you when you're the only one
Made a deal with mister hate
It's my soul he wants to buy
For you I'll die
For you I'll die
For you I'll die
For you I'll die


=( where are you...
10:13 AM

Monday, October 10, 2005

Hmm.. its Sun... yawn... Gonna be Mon soon.... Left 3 more weeks to go.. Frankly speaking lah... Kind of sad that ipp is ending.... Hehe... Complicated rite.. Hehe... I was still complaining at the beginning.. BUT now.. hehe.. well.. i have a bunch of very nice and fun and colleauges mah...

Fri went out with the two Lihui... Hmm.... Very embarassing kkz... Wanna buy a top from Fox and when i was abt to pay for it.... SHIT!!!!! I left my pouch in the office!!! My atm and money everything is inside there!!!! Nvm... Peh Peh help me pay for it 1st... Heng they are there... If not.... DAMN.... Kal back office and LUCKILY Lay Lan is still in the office!!!! Phew...

After having dinner at Ramen Ten... Went down Bedok to collect my pouch!!! Hehe... Peh Peh and Chia Chia went with me... Hang ard in Mac until 11 something and off we go!! Thanks "Qing Ai" de... haha...

Sat EARLY in the morning company Simei back to Nyp... Hmm.. wow... beem ages since i went back liao... She wanna collect her grad booklet and foto.. BUT yah... S.T.U.P.I.D Bpos svc... They never deliver the stuff to TTC and so... have to go collect another day... And i try to open our locker that day.. Hmm... But hor cant get it open lehz... Peeps... Gotta check it out with the stu affairs...

Went down Bugis after that... Walk around... Spend so much sia.. Sobx!!!!!!! Im broke!!!! And then we walk down to Suntec!! Wanna buy shoe bag.. But everywhere out of stock... Diaoz... I want buy then dun have... Dun want buy and its everywhere!! Haiz... Yanmei help me keep a lookout okie!! Hehehe... Never met up for a long time liao!! Find one of this day.. and we go blood fight... (shopping) lah.. hehe....

Had dinner at dunno what noodle de.. hahah... juz anyhow drop in at some place to fill our HUNGRY stomach!! Haha....

Well thats all for now!! Bye!!

Jiarui, moon, huihui, winston, shawn, zhaoquan, robin, yoke huey and alot alot... Ipp is ending.. and we gonna be back in sch... SOON!! Miss ya~~ and take care....

I miss you so much... will you be my guardian angel??
7:53 AM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

~~ Guardian Angel ~~

WHERE ARE YOU???


Thinking of you...

=(
10:31 AM


Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
10:27 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Came back so early today huh... haha... Thanks to the blurry me... Haha... Suppose to go to gym today de... But yah... Walk until halfway then remember that i forgot to bring clothes to change... Diaoz... I brought everything kkz... "Da Bao Xiao Bao" de... then still have to SQUEEZE the bus... I hate it... Hehe...

Nvm lor... Other day then go lor... Phew... Hmm... Jiarui today at least i got type something lehx... Hehe... How are you over there?? Miss u so much!! Here's a L-O-N-G distant KISS to you... MuaCkz....

Take Care everyone kkz... Few weeks more to go...

Miss you more... What's wrong with me manz.... =(
You are always on my mind... Be it the past or now...
10:16 AM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

There's no STAR tonight....

If only you are here...

What would be the answer??
10:56 AM

Monday, October 03, 2005

Ok... shan't say much... I hope... I dunno what is happening... But whoever yah... I dun care hu u are... Pls f*** off okie....

I'm feeling soOOoooo frustrated!!!! I dunno why... I dun wanna be like this... But it just wun get any better!!! Help.... Feeling so helpless.... I tot i wld get over wif it... But yah.... the answer is NOOOOOO!!!!! Forget it... Nth i say is gonna help... Neither now nor in the future.... L-I-F-E.... Just have to get on with it...

Went to distribute flyers during the weekend.. haha... 10 per hr.... Good $$$?? Hehe... Ok lah... Tired....

Anyway im asked to do a WITS proposal for my ipp company... Sounds familiar?? Yah.... Work Improvement Teams.... Hmm... Think think... Yah... PQM.... Year 1.... YEAR 1 huh... PDCA cycle... fishbone diagrm, pareto diagram, decision matrix table... Oh manz... Everything gone.... Diaoz... Nothing stays... Year 1 lehz.... So if anyone of u is kind enuff.... haha.... kept the pqm proj... Pls inform me kkz... Hehe....

Haiz... feeling so down... Help... What to do... I oso dun wanna be like this... Sigh... Am i suffering frm depression??? Haha... Gosh.... Im toking lubbish la...

Who will always stand by you no matter what??
6:28 AM

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