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My name's Harry Potter and I attended Hogwarts when I was young.
I love riding on brooms and going swish! in the midair. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me and now I'm really getting tired of it. I just wanna put everything down and let go.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Hey people check out this website okie?? It's about horoscope... Some parts are rather accurate....

http://www.32168horoscopes.blogspot.com/

Oh well.... Let me blog some thing lah... Hehe..... Hmm... got back the HR and PP test paper today.... PP never do so well... Sianz 1/2.... Haha... But passed can le lar.... Hoho.... Went to the Jones Nyp concert... He sang great leh... Haa... Tok like a typical Singaporean.... Well.. he is one after all.... Haha... Manage to get his autograph on the poster... Thanks to Sab and Shiqin for the poster... Hahaha....

12:10 PM


I prayed for you today,
gave thanks for your life,
wished you the best, asked the heavens to bless you with good health and happiness.
I sent you good thoughts,
surrounded you with faith and love.
I asked the earth to be good to you, and
I ask God to show you His perfect way.
I prayed for you today.
6:41 AM


Okie dokie.... Time to type something here le lar... Hahaha.... I've been posting too many lyrics le... Heez.... But i like it.... Meaningful mah... Haha....

Ok... Ytd we went to town to do the mystery customers at M1 and Singtel for our CRM projects.... Need to pose as difficult customers... Oh well... But guess we are not up to it manz... We are all K.I.N.D ppl hor.... Hehehe... "Buay hiao bia" rite... haha... Oppppss... whatever lah... haha... Met up with Yanmei after that.... Ger hope u are feeling better okie~~!! Whatever happens.... U still have ur friends!! Love ya.... Hugz...

Cupcakes love u all sooOOOooo MUCH... Muacks!!

Eileen are u reading this?? Haha... I hope u are better....

I had a nice chat with Trendy online just now... Yah... What u said defintely makes sense!! Thanks....

I hope i'll be alright and you too!!

Love all of you guys...

May all of you be happy.... YEAH.... **Cheerios**
6:28 AM


"Time to grow"
- Lemar

Last night i tried but i couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and i needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No

[chorus]
Where do i go
What do i do
I can't deny i still feel something
And girl, i wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do i end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew i was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from

[chorus]
Crying time is over
I know i can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then i guess i'll be a man
and move on

Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than i did before (repeat)

Though you've gone / And i'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
6:02 AM


"Let me die"
- Nicholas Tse

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to me good night
Don't wake when the lighting strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change the wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
It's time to say fare-well
No need to cry or feeling sorrow
It's alright, all in the book of life
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
With every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
But I rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angles whispering to me good night
Don't wake when the lighting strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
With every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
But I rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning, it's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow, a long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine don't let it go
You're the only reason night ain't growing clod
What will I do, without you

I will love you till the end of time
With every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
But I rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life, no loner empty
With you in my heart
In my heart


5:54 AM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Love is patient and kind;
Love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoice in the right.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
1:56 PM


Oh well... guess im so in love with Avril Lavigne song now... Haha... Yanmei oso... Kinda meaningful.... Soon we will post all her song lyrics here le... Hmm... Haven been updating bloggie... Haiz.... W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R lah.... Sianz...

Today is the first day after the term break.... SIANZ!!! Everythings are just so different now.... Hmm... I just got to move on!! Everything is gonna be okay... Hopefully... Yeah... Whatever it is... Some things need to be forgotten!! Anyway Marcel... if u happen to be reading this huh... What i mean by forgotten... is to put everything behind us... It is not worth it to give up a friendship for that ONE person..... IT'S NOT WORTH IT!!

Hmm... guess this gonna be a busy week... All the projects deadline are nearing... Haiz... Oh manz... PengZ.... Tomorrow will defintely be a better day.... [Quoted from ~rui~] Haa....

Yanmei hope everything will pass soon.... Be it 6 or 7 years... Haha... rite... Let's move on.... I hope...
1:12 AM

Monday, June 27, 2005

"Losing Grip"
- Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
Waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
You used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then i don't care were notgoing anywhere


"My Happy Ending"
- Avril Lavigne

So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[chorus X 2]
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
1:12 PM


"The day u went away"
- M2M

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

[chorus]
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have againI know, I guess I really really know

[chorus]
The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
12:27 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Hmm... came to the school to do projects today... Hahaha... Well.... Jiarui so long never see you le!! I MISS YOU SOOOOooOOOO MUCH!! Hehe.... Thanks for the LOVELY present!!! **MuACks**

Hmm... Met up with Mingyi juz now... Yah... We talk quite alot huh... Haha.... Thanks girl... And yah... She told me that ytd they went for the "Initial D" red carpet event!! So JEALOUS leh... She managed to see Edison at such a close distance and what's more.... She shook hand with JAY CHOU!! Hahha.... Jealous sia... Hehe....

Then yah... Went Bugis with Yanmei ytd.... Yah... Marcel join us at around 7 plus i suppose... Yanmei wanna get namecard from the coffeebean manager for her project... But yah... she's not around.. Then called Calvin... He got the namecard so we went down tpy to get it lor... Met Jeffery(our nite class classmate) haha... At least he still remember us lah... Haha... Went home at around 11 ba...

Oh well.... I hope that things can be as simple as they are... I hate it i hate it!! Why things are juz so complicated!!! I juz hope u'll be happy... I want everyone to be.... H.A.P.P.Y....

Pls i juz want to be happy, can i?? Will things be back to normal?
4:49 AM


"What can i do"

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..
4:09 AM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Well... Why are things so complicated... Why cant things juz be as simple as they are..... Shit.... Everything are juz so messed up!!

It hurt me to hear what thoughts u have..... Never tot things would come to this stage... I juz hope that things can be as smooth sailing like before..... If oni things never happened!! Haiz..... I dunno.... I wun hate you.... I wun.... I trust you... i hope... Juz take things as they come... Sorry for watever thing..... SORRY.....

Jiarui finally u are back....Miss you so much!!

I know u are upset... everyone does.... I juz want you to be happy..
5:31 AM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Another weekend passed.... Well.... Days after days... I erm.... Learnt abt something.... And these "something" just ......

Im utterly disappointed... DISAPPOINTED.... U never gave urself or others a chance!!!! I dun wish to say anymore.... If not for them... u would have been with HER!!! The more i know... the more upset i am... Pls stop toying with other ppl!! This isn't a game!! It is NOT FUN AT ALL.... Does it makes u happy by building ur happiness on other ppl sorrow!!! Get out of this game!! U are not a kid anymore!! Pls spare a thought for others!!

Ppl cares about you... But too bad.... U wun appreciate it!! There's nth i/we can do... Juz hope that u'll take GOOD CARE of urself.... Dun forsake ur friends & families... They will still be the ones u need.... Wish you happiness.....

Yanmei and Marcel~~ Haha... Hoho... theres a war going on in my tagboard arh... Hahaha....
Rui~~ Haha... Shiwei really dun mind huh... Hohoh.... Im oso disease free lehz.... Hahaha....
7:50 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

**Painting in my Mind**

Picture this, you and me
Walking down a white sand beach
We're holding hands
The warm winds blow
We're all alone
All these dreams are fantasies
They're not real, not reality

Chrous:
And now i cry over you, nearly die over you
And all these bits and pieces of us that i try to find
Are only paintings in my mind
Faded memories of another place and time
We were happy as can be you were loving me and
now it's just an image that i find like the painting in my mind
When you left, i fell apart,
I was torn, you broke my heart

(Chorus)

Impression of the way it was long ago
somewhere back in time

(Chorus)
3:58 AM


I dunno wat am i doing... Keep telling myself to forget abt him.... Why cant i seem to do it!!!!! SHIT.... Im getting so depressed.... I dunno why... I may be smiling... Who knows my heart is bleeding.... Isit worth it?? He dun even care abt me anymore.... NOT A DAMN, NOT EVEN A DAMN.... He's so happily out there... With.... i dunnoo..... I trust you... But again.... I hope i can still be that firm....

He hurt me once.... I'm silly, a fool to give give him a second chance to hurt me again..... I dunno why i did that... Maybe that's because i ---- him so much... Even Marcel can see it... Im such a STUPID FOOL.... I wanna believe you... I really do...

You are sad i know... i am sad, do u know??? DO YOU???!!! I know i shouldn't drown myself in all this SHIT.... But.... Just..... so f*** up!!!!!

Maybe if i never met you... Maybe we never start, maybe maybe maybe..... all the maybe-s!!! But all the happy times we had together is gonna stay with me..... No regrets....

I sincerely wish you the best of everything.... I hope u will be happy in whatever you do..... I just hope time will erase everything, everything will get back on track....
3:39 AM

Friday, June 17, 2005

Oh well.... my mood is still the same..... I juz hope it will get better.... But i dunno how long?? Haiz.... Really dunnoo...... I still **** him so much.... Say im STUPID.... But yah....

Hmm... went swimming with Yanmei and Samantha again.... Think both of us got so tanned..... But hor... Samantha cldn't get herself tanned..... ONLY red.... Haha..... Oh well.... Hahaha... we also dun want it de lehz.....

Hmm.... think it's really a bad time now.... Why everybody seems to be having problems lately!!! Think i should go and pray sincerely!!

P.S: Marcel.... whether u will be reading this.... I hope that things will get better.... Dun wanna see anyone of u all sad!!! Pls.....

And yah.... thanks to all my dear friends who have shown their care and concern.... Love you all!!
12:53 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

"The sun won't shine since you went away, seems like the rain's falling every day. There's just one heart, where there once was two; that's the way it's gotta be until I get over you." - by Juleebe

Juz another depressing day of mine.... Haiz.... Maybe u dun even care about me anymore.... What for right?? Well.... I juz hope i can forget everything real sOOOooooonnnn........

I feel bad seeing that things between the 2 of u turns out so bad.... Dun wanna it to happen!!! Pls..... I juz wish things will calm down eventually..... Pls.... Pls..... Give each other time.... PLEASE!!

I have to start on the projects today le... Well... So many to be done!! Haiz.... At least there's something to keep me occupied!!! Im scared to be alone.... I dun wanna think of anything.... I dun wanna think of u..... BUT.....

I miss you...
4:23 AM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Hmmm.... Today is the 14th, 14th, 14th.... Oh well... Suppose to be a meaningful day... But well its over.... i must try to forget..... Jane ah jane.... Be brave.....!!! Girl.... Dun dwell on it anymore!!!! I really hope i can do it.....

Went swimming with Yanmei and Samantha today.... Oh.... Both Yanmei and i were complaining that we have become tanned... Ha.... Hmm.... Good rite tanned... Healthy mah..... Oh god.... Aren't we suppose to be doing our projects??? Hmm.... think we better start on it... Right girls??

Jiarui miss you so much!!!!!

Im sorry.... didn't want all these to happen.....
1:08 PM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

The first cut is the deepest lyrics....

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest

'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know

The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
7:34 AM


Went over to Marcel's house ytd.... Wanna watch "From Hell".... Yah.... I sorry if my presence made u felt uneasy.... U are not in a good mood... U tink i am.... IM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD FOR ONE WHOLE NITE, ONE WHOLE DAY and dunno how long more......

Went to the ktv with Simei today... Wanted to sing my heart out.... But no matter what i do.... He just keep appearing im my mind.... I cant stop thinking.... I know it's silly, it's S-T-U-P-I-D.....
I should brace up.... I should.... I want to.... CAN I??? Help me please.... No one had ever make me felt so lost and helpless before.....
At least im glad i have my friends who love and care about me... Thanks everybody.... Really appreciate it....

Life became so DULL without you by my side...
7:09 AM

Monday, June 13, 2005

This is gonna be my saddest term break ever in my life.... Guess my close friends would know what happened to me.....

I thought i could let it go lightly, i didn't expect myself to fall so deeply inside.... I didn't know..... I wanna forget about everything... I hope i can... Time doesn't heal the wound, it just numb the pain....

Why am i suffering all this?? Isit a mistake from the start?? Well... I dunno.... At least i have no regrets being with you... Though short, but sweet..... Guess you'll be happier this way..... I dunno whether you will be reading this.... Guess not ba.... But yah.... Still wanna say.... Thanks for the care and love for that short but memorable period.... Wish you all the best....

Jiarui hows your holidays over there?? Miss you so much.....


5:55 AM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Hmm... Today is our dear T.R.E.N.D.Y 21st birthday!!! Yeah girl..... Enjoy this special day of yours to the fullest!!! Here's a birthday song for youuuuu.....


Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to TRENDY,
Happy Birthday to youuu.....

P.S: Guys and girls, today is holidays liao... Haha... Jiarui enjoy ya trip to Australia... Dun worry abt me okie... I'll be ok!! Moon, Shihui, Fransca will miss u all... Haha....
2:08 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

I WANNA BE
HAPPY!!!!!!

7:45 AM


Hmm... Ytd no sch leh... Then yah... Tot can go collect cheque but in the end oso nv go... Sianz... I go out so early lehx.... Waste my time, waste my precious sleep!! Cheat my feelings... Haha... Then yah went down meet my fren at Pasir Ris lor...

After that went to meet deardear at City Hall... Wanna catch Madacasca at 4pm.... But hemm.... Cannt make it in time.... So went makan.... Went to Boat Quay to take a boat ride down Clarke Quay... Took train backie from there...

Met up with sec sch friends at Chomp... (Yanmei, Diana, Kelvin, Linus, Chong Hao and gf, Pierre, Calvin, Jiachang) The guys are going in NS le.... Haha... Kelvin and Jiachang look cute in their "botak"... Oppssss.... Hahahha.... Had so much fun duing dinner... Crapppp and crapp... As usual... We keep S-U-A-N-N-I-N-G Diana and Kelvin... Hiak hiak....

Hmm.... i've been thinking about alot of stuff lately. Am i thinking too much???!!! Hope so ba... Haiz haiz haiz............... Hate myself....... I wanna cry, i wanna shout.... Who cares??!!

Oh well... this morning crm lect cancel lehz.... Sianz... Bo bian lah... the teacher sick... Hmm.... We understand lah... Haha.... SoooooOOooo looking foward to the holidays!!!
2:51 AM


**that is Jiarui, me and eileen...** Haha...


**Omg.... WAT ARE THEY DOING??!!**

**Hmm... Thats me & Yoke Huey....**

**Bleahzz.... Haha.... Trying to get my face in.. Haha**

2:43 AM


Men are like......

1. Men are like ....Laxatives . They irritate the crap out of you.

2. Men are like . Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like . Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like . Blenders . You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like . Chocolate Bars Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like ...... Commercials . You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like . Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like . Government Bonds . They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like . Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like . Popcorn . They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like . Snowstorms . You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.

12. Men are like . Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like . Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.
2:39 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Oh well i haven been updating my bloggie for 1 week le arh.... Hmm... But i have forgotten what happened over the last few days liao leh... Oh.... Hmm... Im getting O.L.D..... Hahaha... Suffering from senile le lar...

I only know that im extremely unhappy the last week... I also dunno what happened!!! Juz feel that im so useless all of a sudden!! Haiz... I dunno WHAT IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME!! Haiz.... Tonnes of S.T.U.P.I.D things going through on my mind!!

Oh yah.... Had the SCM test last Fri... Well... think should be okie de.... Haha... Got ALL THE SUPER TIPS from the others... Hehe... (Yanmei, Muqsit, Rui and Winston thanks)....

Oh well.... Freaking boring weekend!!!!!!!!!!! I stay at home and study for my 2 ICAs on Mon and Tue.... Sianz rite.... Deardear went to Sentosa with his frens and Marcel frens.... So good lehx... Haha.....

Hmm... Sunday... well... my mum "Bao Zhong Zi"... Oh well... hahha... i know nothing about it leh... Hehhe... Maybe i should learn rite... Opppsss... Hahaha.... Yah.... Suppose to meet dear at nite de... But im having dinner with my parents.... Then yah... He went Marcel's house... And it's like kind of late so never meet lor...

Yesterday had HRM test... Hmm... Oh well.... Anyhow crap lehz... Hope can pass lah.... 10% lor.... Went hommy after that to S-L-E-E-P.... Hehehe.... It's so tiring studying for PP... NO TIPS lehz... haha..

This morning went for Mr Darren Eng Lect.... OMG... Another good lecturer is leaving.... Sianz 1/2.... Hehe....

Hmm..... Juz taken the PP test!!!! Oh manz... Gone case lah.... I oni know how to do ONE questions.... And thats ques 2 lor... Hahaha.... And the 9 marks ques arh..... Buay buay to that... Haiz.... Hmm.... Lessons until 7pm today... Cannt meet dear again... He's going to work later on....

Hmm... going lessons liao.... Buay.....
5:47 AM
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